No projects as of late, hence more time blogging. My next big project comes up next month pa, and script's not arriving until maybe next week. So, Ive been thinking a lot lately and decided to put my thoughts into writing
One of the reasons why my last love team did not last (although it lasted for so long) was maybe because he was just my boyfriend, and not my bestfriend. With him, i'd only concern myself with romantic things, couple-related things, etc. Every trip outside the bedroom was a date, never a gimik. Even if we went out with friends, it's a group date. Or it's us dating, with some friends tagging along.
And it was difficult/unfamiliar to me to share unromantic things with him, like laughing at my co-stars from the show i was doing. i couldnt tease or make fun of him. every text has to be sweet, and every conversation must end with an "i love you" or something to that effect.
i didnt mind at first. hey, i had a boyfriend, why would i need a best friend? boyfriends weigh heavier than best friends, right? took me so long to realize i was wrong.
a boyfriend will always be ON your side. a boyfriend will agree with everything you do or stand up for. because if not, edi break na lang kayo. like what's the point of sticking together if you disagree a lot. but a bestfriend will always be BY your side. he may not agree with you, he will point out that what you did was stupid, but he will still be BY your side.
i guess you'll be pretty lucky if you get to find a BF and a BF in one. i think eto yung sinasabing "parang barkada lang" but someone you truly truly love, and a great fuck too.
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