Silence

I prayed that i have peace of mind and peace of heart from all of these. and it has come. things have been quiet.

The issue has died down. The secondary issues coming from it has also died down. I could go on living, and not come into contact with any of the persons involved in that whole thing. 

It's helping having this peace and quiet. I get to be so productive. but sometimes, i wonder if somehow, i want to have some of the drama back. just so i have something else to do aside from work. then i realize how much i drank that time. and how miserable i was during the day. then i tell myself, nah. this is much better. 

so im steady. more and more each day. and i look forward to the day when im not just steady.. but excited once more. 

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loving can hurt... loving can hurt sometimes

but it's the only thing that i know

when it gets hard

you know it can get hard sometimes

it is the only thing that makes us feel alive

loving can heal... loving can mend your soul

and it's the only thing that i know

Aquaman

All I know is I wanna be here with you from now on....

The real life love is under the mirror of the surface

So cut my cord I want to know how deep we can take it

See the thing you've been chasing honey

You'll never find it wearin' a life vest

You gotta risk your neck, know in your heart it will be worth it

So here we go head first

No regrets and no rules

We can stay as long as we want

Slow dancing in the darkness

And all I know is I wanna be here with you from now on

It's been my fashion to keep my head dry and get my feet wet

Step by step I've been letting you lead me towards the deep end

Well I learned my lesson, honey

Just when you think you're all adult swim

Is precisely when somebody shows you to the ocean

So here we go head first

And no regrets and no rules

We can stay as long as we want

Slow dancing in the darkness

And all I know is I wanna be here with you from now on

Just keep holding on, holding on to me

Under, under the top of, the surface of the sea

Just keep holding on, holding on to me

Just keep holding on, holding on to me

Oh here we go head first

And no regrets and no rules

We can stay as long as we want

Slow dancing in the darkness

And all I know is I wanna be here with you from now on

Head first into the water

And so it hits me

I guess we could breathe all along

One breath after another

And all I know is I wanna be here with you from now on

And all I know is I wanna be here with you from now on

And all I know is I wanna be here with you from now on